It's not how I planned it,
It's not how I dreamed,
Life can throw a few curves.
So you throw the dice,
You take a chance or two,
Sometimes you're gonna get what you deserve.

And I feel peace
Like I've never known,
I'm happy where I am
I've come into my own.
And if someone asks
What's the worst it's been for me,
When I imagine what could have been
I feel lucky.

I lost too many years,
Spent too much time alone,
Afraid to put my heart out on the line.
Then I found a heart so true
It was then I finally knew
Sometimes it's just a matter of time.

And I feel love
Like I've never known,
I'm happy where I am
I've come into my own.
And if someone asks
What's the worst it's been for me,
When I imagine what could have been
I feel lucky.

Sometimes my demons howl
Doubts, they fill my head,
The walls start closing in
But I will not be misled.

And I feel joy
Like I've never known,
I'm happy where I am
I've come into my own.
And if someone asks
What's the worst it's been for me,
When I imagine what could have been
I feel lucky.